Lately I feel as though I'm not motivated by anything anymore. I'm gonna have to blame my mother, she seems to be trying to force me to succeed. It's like I'm not allowed to fail. I hate this feeling, she's doing everything for me: Taxes, insurance, cell phone bill etc. I feel as though I'm not in control and that bothers the hell out of me. I'm someone who NEEDS control or I just feel helpless
I don't feel like I'll ever succeed if I go on like this. I want to be able to actually explore myself and get to know who I am and what I want. I feel as though I have no more room to grow so long as I remain under the roof of my parents.
It is clear what I must do.
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